JEBUS! what to do!?!

.........(Decisions..Decisions).......

!AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

I know what i need to do,, Well i know what i should do i'm just kinda hesitant to do so 

( Yes i know this is mind blowing because i'm saying thoughts, but i'm not gonna say the reasons why)

(Because its a secrete!)

IM REALLY FREAKING EXCITED FOR THE 18th!!!!!

like i could stand up and scream and run down the hallways screaming 

yeahhh,, i'm that excited

But this Excitement also comes with a lot of disappointment..Heartache.. & letting other people down for my own selfish reasons 

AND

I don't really Know How To Handle This Type Of Situation Because ive never been in this type of situation before.. 

(right now i just don't care cause i'm sooooo Happy, but its deff gonna be on my mind and its gonna eat away at my conscience..

Dangg i always put myself in these crazy stupid hard Predicaments 

:)yeah this is just random and here for my enjoyment (: