JEBUS! what to do!?!

.........(Decisions..Decisions).......

!AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

I know what i need to do,, Well i know what i should do i'm just kinda hesitant to do so 

( Yes i know this is mind blowing because i'm saying thoughts, but i'm not gonna say the reasons why)

(Because its a secrete!)

IM REALLY FREAKING EXCITED FOR THE 18th!!!!!

like i could stand up and scream and run down the hallways screaming 

yeahhh,, i'm that excited

But this Excitement also comes with a lot of disappointment..Heartache.. & letting other people down for my own selfish reasons 

AND

I don't really Know How To Handle This Type Of Situation Because ive never been in this type of situation before.. 

(right now i just don't care cause i'm sooooo Happy, but its deff gonna be on my mind and its gonna eat away at my conscience..

Dangg i always put myself in these crazy stupid hard Predicaments 

:)yeah this is just random and here for my enjoyment (:

I Dont Know,,

Ima just write a bunch of random stuff todayyyyyy

I Dont Feel Good Today & Im tired.

My Mom Decided to call me at like 2 in the morning,

She's been making me super mad so i'm just not gonna answer her phone calls anymore. 

Im So Ready for school to be out already. I am just so ready to go to Cincy "Fo'Sho" im tired of Kentucky. i have the chance to move up there and i really want to and ive been considering it for a long time, but i just know id miss my Dad so much and id miss the few Real friends i have!

This is random but i hope Wiz goes to Cincinnati again, I most deff wanna go to his show this summer since i didn't get to last summer, i feel like i would faint or something if i seen him. hes so cute. haha.

Yeahh im pretty much obsessed with that guy. 

FO'SHO (:

***So when my hair gets to the length i want it to be, ima dye it a real dark midnight blue.

im going to look soo Awesome like even more awesome then i already look,  My Swagg Is just sky High like on infinity. 

I dont care what anyone thinks about it, but im deff gonna get a sleeve when im of age to buy my own tats. its going up my right arm with these types of designs

$its gonna cost ALOT but i dont care its awesome$

Im Done

Im So Angry and Annoyed today like Fo'Sho,, I found Some stuff out this morning thats really giving me all kinds of mixed emotions, i'm so sad & confused, but mostly i'm just mad about the whole situation..i don't really know what to think anymore i'm feeling a bit depressed like i really don't even wanna talk to anyone today. i have too much stuff on my mind & i feel like i'm just about to have a freakin Nervous Breakdown.. i just want to leave.

No Sleep

Soo i have no slet like all weekend. Im Super Duper Tired!!!!!

all i want to do is sleep today "FoSho" 

Hopefully today is kind of a relaxing day, But with my Luck....it wont be.

hmm but anyways i got wrote up a lot last week.  My Dad said i need to chill with my attitude! 

lol thats the last thing he told me this morning..i don't know why i think thats pretty funny...

 well i'm really glad schools almost out. its what i've been waiting for since the beginning of school..i am really sad tho..at the last of school my boyfriend is gonna be getting surgery, and i wont be here with him.. ill be in Cincyyyyy  woo hoo 

My Spring Break

Soo My Spring was very good. No complaints.  i stayed home most of the time. i slept in everydayy (: the past 2 days tho i haven't slept so i'm very tired right now.  i'm am now not "forever alone" i have a Boyfriend!  how crazy is that ish...anyways i don't really have anything eventful to talk about because this whole week i just wanted to be lazyy. i mostly just hung out with the family.. && thats about it. hah