Bubbyy

SO Last night my Brother called. 

its the first time i've talked to him since my Birthday,

i was sad to find out he has another year in prison. which sucks. Alot.

i miss him sooooooooooooo much. he will be out the month i turn 18. ill be an Adult ! haha

he sent me a picture but on here its sorta blurryy..

idk why but i swore he was gonna be fat when he said he was sending a pic lol

But Anywayss

 He's Such a" G"

THIS IS FOR K.MOSS

 umm heres a picture i found of your Husband..i thought you would like to see it

hahahahahahahahahahahaha

Forever Alone. Hah

OMG im super Sad that my Best friend wont be in school anymore

(i will be Forever Alone!) 

haha

I will Miss K.MOSS Super, Crazy Much

Im so Proud of her for staying in school Insted of dropping out

like all my other friends did.

Man this is crazy and kinda sad, i'm going to miss the senior class :/ 

Random picturess

this ones for K.Moss--she thinks i look like a llama??

Uhh -Ohh

I mean really..who doesnt

this ones just scaryyy

awwww how adorable (:

............

hahahahahahahahahah

JEBUS! what to do!?!

.........(Decisions..Decisions).......

!AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

I know what i need to do,, Well i know what i should do i'm just kinda hesitant to do so 

( Yes i know this is mind blowing because i'm saying thoughts, but i'm not gonna say the reasons why)

(Because its a secrete!)

IM REALLY FREAKING EXCITED FOR THE 18th!!!!!

like i could stand up and scream and run down the hallways screaming 

yeahhh,, i'm that excited

But this Excitement also comes with a lot of disappointment..Heartache.. & letting other people down for my own selfish reasons 

AND

I don't really Know How To Handle This Type Of Situation Because ive never been in this type of situation before.. 

(right now i just don't care cause i'm sooooo Happy, but its deff gonna be on my mind and its gonna eat away at my conscience..

Dangg i always put myself in these crazy stupid hard Predicaments 

:)yeah this is just random and here for my enjoyment (:

I Dont Know,,

Ima just write a bunch of random stuff todayyyyyy

I Dont Feel Good Today & Im tired.

My Mom Decided to call me at like 2 in the morning,

She's been making me super mad so i'm just not gonna answer her phone calls anymore. 

Im So Ready for school to be out already. I am just so ready to go to Cincy "Fo'Sho" im tired of Kentucky. i have the chance to move up there and i really want to and ive been considering it for a long time, but i just know id miss my Dad so much and id miss the few Real friends i have!

This is random but i hope Wiz goes to Cincinnati again, I most deff wanna go to his show this summer since i didn't get to last summer, i feel like i would faint or something if i seen him. hes so cute. haha.

Yeahh im pretty much obsessed with that guy. 

FO'SHO (:

***So when my hair gets to the length i want it to be, ima dye it a real dark midnight blue.

im going to look soo Awesome like even more awesome then i already look,  My Swagg Is just sky High like on infinity. 

I dont care what anyone thinks about it, but im deff gonna get a sleeve when im of age to buy my own tats. its going up my right arm with these types of designs

$its gonna cost ALOT but i dont care its awesome$

Im Done

Im So Angry and Annoyed today like Fo'Sho,, I found Some stuff out this morning thats really giving me all kinds of mixed emotions, i'm so sad & confused, but mostly i'm just mad about the whole situation..i don't really know what to think anymore i'm feeling a bit depressed like i really don't even wanna talk to anyone today. i have too much stuff on my mind & i feel like i'm just about to have a freakin Nervous Breakdown.. i just want to leave.

No Sleep

Soo i have no slet like all weekend. Im Super Duper Tired!!!!!

all i want to do is sleep today "FoSho" 

Hopefully today is kind of a relaxing day, But with my Luck....it wont be.

hmm but anyways i got wrote up a lot last week.  My Dad said i need to chill with my attitude! 

lol thats the last thing he told me this morning..i don't know why i think thats pretty funny...

 well i'm really glad schools almost out. its what i've been waiting for since the beginning of school..i am really sad tho..at the last of school my boyfriend is gonna be getting surgery, and i wont be here with him.. ill be in Cincyyyyy  woo hoo 

My Spring Break

Soo My Spring was very good. No complaints.  i stayed home most of the time. i slept in everydayy (: the past 2 days tho i haven't slept so i'm very tired right now.  i'm am now not "forever alone" i have a Boyfriend!  how crazy is that ish...anyways i don't really have anything eventful to talk about because this whole week i just wanted to be lazyy. i mostly just hung out with the family.. && thats about it. hah

DINOSAURS!!!!

I MISS THIS CARTOON!!!!!!!!

she's just on my mind todayy

I feel the need to text my sister after school, so she could tell my mom to call me! i have something pretty urgent to tell he that i know she will find Hilarious! 

the 3 days i spent with her last summer she taught me one of her ohhhh so many qualities, and i've caught on to it pretty well actually hahahahahahaha!! 

 ha i find myself doing things and saying things that sound just like her. My Dad and Grandma have called me Jamie(aka my Mom) all this week, because i have her bipolar attitude. She's gonna die laughing just because of that..i don't know why she thinks its so funny when they call me by her name,, 

But anyways

 i haven't talked to her since like the beginning of march so i feel the need to catch up& see hows she's doing, and tell her a lil bit about myself now a days... she's more then likely probably not following up on her goals she set for herself. she never does, but i guess thats whatever. its her life..  

&& she's going to be glad to know i got her a ton of clothes and a lot of cool stuff and also some centamental things she would very much appreciate..but if one of her boyfriends burns all her clothes and everything i got her again like last summer i'ma be really really Mad! i'll kick em in their face..

who knows maybe this time she might have something for me...haha not, that was just a joke.. 

Spaghetti Anyone?

soooo i made some spaghetti last night and i think it turned out pretty great..i have no idea why my dad and grandma was mad at me, their always complaining about me being lazy and never cooking.  so i did it! i cooked (:        btw. this is a lie hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

Yo Yo Yiggidy Yo!

I went to the docs yesterday to get the results from my back, and i don't know how but i sprang a muscle in my back! its killing me ):  
                     Anyways My Cousin Gabriel will be flying in tomorrow. i am super duper exited. i cannot wait to see him! it been like a little over a year since i seen him last...(Way to long) but he will be here soon enough... i hope this week goes by really really fast. i'm just ready for spring break to get here!!!! i'ma live by the words of Drizzy Drake Rodgers "live for today, plan for tomorrow, Party tonight, Party tonight" omg my Dad was cracking me up yesterday it was terrible. he was singing a song by j.cole and Drake..it was so out of his element.. Kaitlyn && I  Just came to the realization that we are both addicted to the same kind of Noodles!..They are amazing. and its weird that we both ate them yesterday... haha

Gabriel.

AHHHH im Soo so so excited for next friday!!!!!!!!

Gabriel is moving back(: i dont think he wants me to tell anybody, but ohh well

My father got my hopes yesterday because he said he would be here on friday..like today i was going crazyyy. so i texted him and he was like no,, next friday, but hey next friday is not a long time away.  hes moving right next door to me so ill be over there like every single day now haha...i'm so Pumped.

UGHHHH ):

I Had to go to the Hospital yesterday right after school. 

I had to get all these x-rays done on my back (it sucked) i felt like i was their for like 2 hours,

but anyways i have to take these meds like 3 times a day now, and they are making me feel so sick, and they don't even help with the pain so ugh!

i wont be here on monday, because i have to go back and get the results. hopefully nothing to serious is going on !

Just a Thought..

Anna && I was talkin on the phone the other day

 So we're thinking about doing Cheerleading again togetherrr.

how crazy would that be? me a cheerleader again, But i'm really considering on doing it. i think it would be fun i've always enjoyed it more then any other sport. Plus i like never leave my house anymore. i guess it be nice to actually motivate and do something for a change..But its just a thought i'm not to for sure about yet....

GPA

I need to get my grades up!!! I want to get all my grades up to As by the end of the year. even though i don't think my grades are all to bad. i'ma try to at least get my D up to a B. my algebra teacher has giving me every missing assignment since the beginning of the year to make up which i really appreciate A lot! i don't know what my GPA is but it needs to be at a 3.0 by the end of the year so i can take psychology. i have always liked psychology its what i'm going to major in collage because i want to be an abuse/crisis counselor. i've over came a lot of tough experiences in my life, and it feels very gratifying to help someone else over come their struggles..oh && how could i forget my favorite teacher ever is teaching the class. MR. SUGG'S (:

Ohh Yeah Tanning Yeah!

So yesterday My friend Danielle and i went tanning..It was My first Time everrrr!. i use to be really scared to go tanning because i always thought i would get trapped in it and burn to death. like that girl girl of final destination..but anyways i really enjoyed it. i almost fell asleep it was soo relaxing.. Danii and i are gonna have to go again soon. For sureeee!

a sudden change of mind.

So i've just been thinking a lot about my life the past few days, and i'm very disappointed in myself. i did not accomplish any of my goals that i set for myself this year, so i've done some reevaluating ,and i am about 1000% sure i had an epiphany! I had a sudden change of mind about my life, my attitude, I have a ton of new goals that i set for myself. Im so determined for whats to come.. Everything is so clear to me now.. and its about time,, i'm gonna be 18 next year and its about time to get my life together if i want to accomplish the things i want in life.

what a funny site.

just a short little blog.. But this morning when i was on my way to school. I was looking out my window when i saw a HUGE dog just sitting in a Wheelchair, He was just chillin,, I literally laughed out loud.

It looked something like this,,But 100 times funnier

Im the spelling Bee Champ...Not

ignore all my words that are spelled wrong..im pretty much the worst speller ever. i just wanted everybody to know, because i hate reading over my posts after i saved it and then Kaitlyn reads over them, and tells me i spelled all these words wrong lolololololololol

Modre

So my Momma just got out of jail yesterday, and she called me to wish me a happy belated birthday. it was actually very good talking to her, because she called me on friday which was a really upsetting day for me, and she was jus being crazy it made me laugh (Btw for everyone who seen me crying at school on friday..Im Fine! i had like 800 people come up to me asking me if i was okay..its getting annoying) But appreciate everyones concern.. i talked to my dad about going to cincinnati this summer & of course he said yeahhh. i'm so excited to get away. i get such a better peace of mind when i'm up there. My mom doesn't know that i can yet.. She's gonna be super mad when she finds out i am not going to be able to stay the night at her house the whole summer, because of what happened last summer, but that is the precaution of her action so theirs not much i can do about it..oh well she'll get over it..

Its My Girls Bday (:

So Today is My Little Sister Anna's Birthday and her Mommy Just Came down from California today, and that is really exciting to me, because i have not seen her since the summer i was in cali.. But anyways i got Anna some cute jewelry and a orange aeropostale shirt...i hope she has a  very wounderful day!

i need a blog..

So today i hope it storms to where we can get out of school early. that would be the best!!!! i have alot of stuff going on in school, and its kinda overwhelming i feel like i have soo many projects and soo much homework. its stressing me out, i do hope we stay long enough to turn in my class ring order, because my ring looks pretty dang awesome! it was 400 dollars. i hate how exspensive they are though. man ohh man i cant wait for it to storm. i love storms they are so relaxing to me. i like watching the lightning and what not, and i love the sound of the thunder. hahaha i just remebered i fell on my face this week so ill put that in here. i was in biology when the bell rang i got pushed. i went face first over a desk and knocked it over. everybody laughed at me. it was pretty funny tho.

513 Cincy!

  

                                                                       Cincinnati Ohio 

I talked to my Sister Kayla Yesterday, and i was just telling her how homesick i've been!  i miss Everything about it up North. I Think Ohio is so Beautiful. i love to look at all the tall buildings. their is also a lot of interesting people up their. I also just miss being able to walk anywhere i please. i could walk to the mall, stores, anywhere really. i can honestly say i'm never bored when i'm up in the 513~ haha...but i really do miss all my family up their especially my Little Man Terrell. Soo ive decided i want to go up their again for the summer, my sisters trying to get me to move up their,, but i dont want to move up their..just yet.

A bunch of Random Stuff

So last night i seen the best commercial ever. It was a bing commercial about Wiz Khalifa and i loved it lol. I texted K.Moss right after i seen it, because she was telling me about it yesterday morning,,so i decided to write a blog about it..hmm well i broke my phone to pieces. the screen is cracked open. the speaker doesn't work anymore and the light on it doesn't work..Sooo i got a new phone which i'm really excited about because its pretty and purple, Hopefully i don't drop it! or at least not as much as i dropped my old phone, bc i don't want this one breaking......Well i'm Glad its Finally Friday i am so ready for the weekend. so i can just sleep in!!!! i really didn't want to come to school today i'm too tiredd,, and i don't know why but this week people has just been getting on my nerves especially at school & its kinda putting me in a bad mood,,but its whateverr im just readyy to go home!!

So Its My Birthday Weekend!!
I Am Super Duper excited. I'ma be getting a lot of Money (WOOT WOOT!) ima go shoppingggg!!! but i'ma try and save a lot of it for when I am ready to move out,, which wont be hard because im really determined to save it, Bc i cant stand being in Kentucky..Hmm I dont really have anything planned for my Birthday weekend, but to live the weekend up chillin with the family...&& i'ma party it up with My Homies(:  (Yolo!)

I just cant wait for Valentines day..even tho its on a stinkin Tuesday, Im readyy to be 17 already!  

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Well my Weekend pretty much sucked, so i'm hoping This weekend goes great, Because its my BIRTHDAY WEEKEND!!!! its gonna be the ish. ima hangout with the new in laws and my Girl Kaykay for a bit, then ima live it up with some friends.  i dont have much to talk about. Its Monday & im tireddd

Surprise

So i got a text from Ryan last night, and hes sittin there telling me this long story on how he proposed to my cousin kaykay he said he had to tell me since we're family now...haha. Then kaykay ended up texting me telling me about it. she sounded so excited im very happy for her. shes gonna show me the ring soon. it sounds kinda crazy looking but idont know. ima just have to see it she says its gold with two white diamonds and a big blue diamond.

Im Me

I Think i've finally come to the point in my life where im happy with myself, and i know that i dont have to change or be certain way for people to like me. im just fine and if someone doesn't think i am,,well i really don't care. Hah

my day so far

So i woke up this morning being really sad for some reason, idk why,,its just one of those days. hm when i got to school today i had to do miss Lee's makeup. i think she looks pretty cool today. im really tired and i dont really know what to write on these blog things anymore. im kinda dreading my birthday for some reason all of a sudden. i just feel like its gonna suck just as a bad as my 16th birthday. ima be happy that im turning 17 bc thats one step closer to being 18 so i can get the heck out of this state, but its gonna suck because steven lives so far away and i prob wont get to see him on by bday, so its gonna suck!

We are who we are!

this is my tribute to Kaitlyn Moss. We are BESTFRIENDS!! I really do think we lose brain cells when we are together... We are always laughing when we are together. We've always been close, but i'm glad we became closer this year. we have atleast 2000 pictures on these macs and we've decided to put them all into a scrapbook its going to be called our bestfriend book haha, and we're going to make a dvd of all the silly videos of us. So years laterr we can look back at it and laugh our butts off! 

Ily K.MOSS

Hater

So as we all know i've been home sick with the flu. it sucked,,But anyways while i was down and out. the girl that use to be my bestfriend sent me about 7 text messages going off on me & just being really hateful. yeah thats really what i want to go through while being sick. When the whole reason she's going off on me is because i found out out some disturbing news about her and my ex boyfriend.. she was mad because i found out EVERYTHING! haha. so while shes sitting their lying about the whole situation making herself look more dumb. im just laughing bout the whole thing because "i dont care" i dont like her and i dont like him so it was never an issue for me, it just shows me how fake people are.......You cant trust anyone..

ugh

i shouldn't have came to school today, im just not feelin it.

Jumped

So yesterday night A family friend (Jamie) Got Jumped by two really big guys which was not fair at all, because he's a really skinny guy. My Dad & Cousin Kenny went to go look for him to take him back to kenny's house, and i was over there when they got back, and i started to cryin Fareal when i seen him. Both his eyes were black and swollen. He had swollen lips. His whole face was bruised,,But worst of all he had a huge gash across his face, because they took a knife to his face ): Now his cute little face is messed up! what HATERS. how cruel can people be. its pathetic honestly.

Hero of the day

SO this day has started out super crazy. I heard a huge bang, and then all of a sudden my Grandma started screaming. i look around and i'm the only one home. So i run into my grandma's room and she's laying on the bathroom floor from falling and banging her head on the shower door, which is now broken. She couldnt stop screaming, it was really sad, but i'm sitting down with her trying to calm her down, and trying to call my dad but he was'nt answering, so i had to run out the door and look for him. finally i found him at my cousin kenny's house asleep, i guess he fell asleep during the movie, but we both ran down to the house, and thats all i know because i had to come to school. lol

1/11/12

Today Is Kaitlyn's Birthday!!!! so happy birthday to her. I hope she has a wonderful day today.

YOLO

SO My Weekend Was Crazyyyyyyy Fun! It didnt go how i planned it, but it went ten times better then what i planned so its all good. I had A great time chillin with my girl Kaykay hopefully we can chill again soon, but i dont think ima be able to for awhile because once again..im Grounded ): i have seriously been grounded this whole school year. ughhh its whatever thos. i dont really care..You only live once so live it up!

idk.. this is a just whatever blogg

Im Sooo Tired I dont want to be at school today, i'm just not up for it. i'm already dreading 6th period,, i know that teachers have authority over us, But this teacher abuses it to the fullest extent. its super annoying.    Im Glad its friday Im ready to go home! Well today i'm going to hangout with Kaykay and a few other friends. We have a pretty fun day planned so thats something to look forward to today..Hmm for those who do not know i probably wont be coming back to Crittenden next year. i don't like it here, i'm ready to be the new kid again..

New world order...

SO i just heard some crazyy things from my friend and we was looking it up on the enternet, But the government confirms concentration camps witch have already been made. their are hundred of thousands of coffins. stacks and stacks of them. and their are alot guillotine's witch are used to chops heads off....they are all over the U.S. & when people found the camps they have always been moved?? their are more then 800 of these concentration camps.. its crazy to me That the bill of rights no longer are in use. Obama revoked it. So the government can do whatever they want now. They could kill whoever without that person even commiting a crime..Makes you think..

Christmas Break

My Christmas Break was GREAT!  It didn't go according to plan but it was still over all a good time(:
My cousin Kaykay hit my other cousin Tiffany in the face with a blow dryer and Tiffany ended up punching Kaykay in the face SO Kaykay moved down Here from Cincinnati, so that's Pretty exciting.
Steven Came down to see Me and the family. I had such an amazing time with him. i didn't want him to leave! but he's coming down on my Valentines day which would be MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!. My Meme Came down yesterday to visit. it was a big surprise because she didn't tell any of us she was coming. Oh My cousin Gabriel is moving down here..just so many good things are going on for me.. I feel like this is going to be such a great year for me!