Aint No Love lost, But wasnt No love shown.

ive always tried to not let it bother me, but it does it bothers me alot... You was never their for me, never their for support, just never their at all.  You've never even called me on my birthday. How can someones own mother not even call you on your birthday..im to the point where im done. i cant get over what happened the past summer, I went to visit my mom for the first time in a really long time & when i get their she's all strung out on crack yelling, i was so scared. so i started to leave & that didnt make her happy at all. she started calling me everyname in the book. i ran down to the end of the street balling begging my sister to come pick me up, i could still hear my mom screaming......... she called me for the first time the other day since that happened. she never said sorry and acted as if nothing ever happened..?..ive gotten to the point of being done. she only cares about herself..she doesnt deserve me anymore..