Cant wait!

Ughh, I wish Christmas would hurry up and get here! Its gonna be the best ever(: I cant wait for Steven to come down here & finally see me!! We've been planning for him to come down for the pasttt 5 months and I'm so excited for him to finally get to visit again. Im pretty sure we're gonna have a wild time- woot woot. Its weird how I have developed such strong feelings for him in a short time but I can honestly say that it feels right!  

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Sooo Yesterday was a pretty great day! Scotty B. came down from  Paducha to come visit us, and to ask about My by really slow which sucks. um here's Kaitlyn and I. Hah

Just a random thought..

Sooo today Kaitlyn & i are reading blogs in crazy accents..and its really funny. im pretty sure im going to have a great day today,,way better then yesterday. i ate candy for breakfast! YUMMMMMMMMMM. Thats is all :D

Distractions

I never know what to write about on this blog,,and it really distracts me that Kaitlyn always does her blogs. i always get to distracted in this class because I have a short attention spand, if ya know what I mean. Kaitlyn has a spirit animal and it makes me want one but I don't really know how to find out what mine is, grrrr!!!!! Today I'm going to make sure that I take some time out in my busy schedule & speak to the Gods and find that out. Now, were talking about fried oreos and our Food and Nutrition class together.. last week we made some BOMB  chocolate chip cookies! 36 ah yeahhh :) Cory Thompson has left the building hes moved to Metropolis which is kinda good and kinda bad at the same time because he was always so annoying and bad at the same time cause I have 2 friends in here. If Im not here My Bestest Friend Kaitlyn is gunna be alone!!!!!!!! and vise versa.. SUCKS! Welp this will be my blog for the month Ms. Harness- hope your proud! :D 

Aint No Love lost, But wasnt No love shown.

ive always tried to not let it bother me, but it does it bothers me alot... You was never their for me, never their for support, just never their at all.  You've never even called me on my birthday. How can someones own mother not even call you on your birthday..im to the point where im done. i cant get over what happened the past summer, I went to visit my mom for the first time in a really long time & when i get their she's all strung out on crack yelling, i was so scared. so i started to leave & that didnt make her happy at all. she started calling me everyname in the book. i ran down to the end of the street balling begging my sister to come pick me up, i could still hear my mom screaming......... she called me for the first time the other day since that happened. she never said sorry and acted as if nothing ever happened..?..ive gotten to the point of being done. she only cares about herself..she doesnt deserve me anymore..